BROKEN SOULS

There’re moments in life that you don’t know what to do. And that’s, that’s just how I feel right now.
Numb, painless, my memory is in blank. Like nobody is even talking or your thoughts just stop. And it just keeps getting worst.. you use to control it by sleeping through it, eating or even exercising it or just ignoring and compressing that feeling.
But there comes a time that you can’t sleep, can’t eat, you don’t have the energy anymore to talk not even in your own mind. And that, that my friend is when your soul has broken.. when your own damn SOUL has gotten dark.. you stop smiling. You stop laughing. You are not you. Can’t gake it anymore.
And you start thinking what, what could couse all that. What made me loose it all? And there’s when it pops in your mind.. everyone that failed you. Everyone that stop caring, that didn’t love you back. That despite you have given every damn little piece of your soul they didn’t care to give you a small piece back. After everyone had taken all of you and left nothing behind.. and you still manage to give more every day.. until you have nothing left to give, not even to yourself.
Where am I supposed to regain all that love, all that happiness, all that energy back?? They don’t teach that in school. At home. Or even at church.
I don’t know if you are familiar with that feeling… that you have lost your soul..your mind? Damn..do we really need to go through all that? And how do we get back from when you have touch bottom?
Are we really gonna get through it?